Showing posts with label split personality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label split personality. Show all posts

Thursday, March 11, 2010

split weasel

Corporate life is pretty blase and irritatingly monotonous. It’s the standard blame game. Whenever an issue crops up, a person would see only a part of the story that proves that he is not responsible. Twist the case and its interpretation in such a way that the blame lies at someone else’s table.
At first I kept being the victim in all this. This was many years ago. Now at least I don’t get into these scams. You keep getting better at stopping a bomb and when someone hands you a bomb. But across the line it’s the same thing. Hand over the bomb. It happens so many times that its ceases to astonish. It merely amuses. New ways and the predictable patterns of the junta in passing it over. Standard catch phrases, weak excuses and sort. It is so blatant that I am sure both the originator and the receiver, both know its bull shitting origins but both choose to accept it. sometimes they both agree as it helps absolve both or it throws the shit on a common enemy or it saves face for both. Many times it’s just that the perpetrator is to powerful to really move or take action against. The judge merely wants any excuse to get rid of the complaint. Anything goes.
But this is not irritating. Shit like this happens all the time. Once you have sold your soul, don’t complain. If you are in Rome you will meet Romans .. eeek.. bad one that was… but the point is that this is an acceptable part of life and the sooner you realise this the better it is for you. Frustration quickly turns to amusement when you see the game. Sometimes you are in apposition to call it and sometimes you are in a position to fight it and sometimes merely watch on a as a spectator. The irritating goose for me is the guy who preaches. He preaches at every pretext. Calls everyone names. Openly expresses frustration at everyone’s hypocrisy, laments loudly, sighs and then… when it comes on him / her, uses the same trick in the book. Holier than though has a muddy coat. So much so that now I believe that if anyone says that they are holier than thou and laments on the state of affairs, they are worst types. Dhongi babas (fake gurus). Watch out for them. Sometimes I wonder if they know what they are doing. Do they actually have a good and bad side that does not talk to each other and does not see each other while the other one is in control. I don’t know.
I have come across genuine clean ones and genuine evil ones. Many times they have a clear idea of their true self and are at ease with it. These poor dhongi baba’s lament so realistically that I wonder if they genuinely have a split personality. Of course there are the dhongi’s that plan their show and face. They are real sinister ones. You might just not be able to make out. And when you see through them you hate them and avoid them. What to do with the inbetweens, the split personalities. Do you make friends with their good side and run on seeing the evil side. That’s not possible. They also don’t know when they will switch. Did Jekyll know when Hyde was around or vice versa?