Teens are a crazy age. Jispa is a pre-teen and these kids
are possibly growing older faster than what we did at the time. I guess it’s
the exposure and the fact that their parents probably talk to them much more
than what our parents did. And then the parents fret that they are all grown
up.
Jispa is now rapidly using her brains. Using it for good
thinking and analysis but then also to rebel. She can now choose to rebel and it
is going to get pretty tough on us. I remember when the first time she used her
brain. That was when she was two. I clearly remember that time. She would just
want to decide her pants and tops combination. She would want to wear the blue
ant on an orange top and no amount of convincing would change her mind. Dam. It
was crazy. How do you convince a two year old.
Now is another time. she wants to decide what to wear and
when. She wants to decide and what she says is pretty much final. We don’t go
shopping for her. If she isn't around Jasmine and me don’t buy anything. We get
frustrated. We simply offer our humble opinion on various things. A very very
difficult person to shop for. Then even after she buys it there is no guarantee
that she will wear it. which is a dam interesting decision for me to make as a
father. Normally I don’t push her too much on clothes. You don’t like something
too much you throw it. But this time there was the sticky question of two
denims that she had gotten made. Now these were made after asking her. She gave
the measurements and she decided on the fit and color and wash and everything
else. So we are trying our best to get her to wear her jeans. She has her
favorite shorts that she keeps wearing all the time. Its shorts or tracks. So I
stood up to her and told her “dude, normally I don’t get involved in all these
decisions. You don’t like your jeans; ideally you shouldn't be wearing them. But
if I allow you to do this then I teaching you something wrong. It’s not that we
don’t have the money. Sure you can throw it. But you are responsible for your decisions.
You are going to wear your jeans. They look good and as of now they look new. So
I know you are going to hate me for this but – you are wearing your jeans. I would
be failing as a father if I taught you to throw stuff just because we have the
money to throw it” . Well obviously she is upset about the whole thing.
The other thing is that Jispa is growing taller pretty fast.
Stuff that we bought six months ago is getting small. So we insist that she
wears them off before we throw them. So that’s another layer. I told her – don’t
worry too much about party clothes or simple clothes; just wear them off. While
she was trying on the clothes for figuring the ones that fit, Jasmine and I struck
on a new idea. Suppose we just don’t wash her clothes. She has enough clothes
to last her three weeks. Great – now her wash cycle will be set at three weeks.
I know I know. We are such mean parents. Beat that. If your fav shorts are in
the laundry you probably got to wear something else.
Sorry Jispa. I know you are going to read this when you grow
older but do realize you were on tough girl. Especially when we wanted to deal
with you without either crushing or flaming your rebellion.
These days I try not to fight or scold her. I use the cold
heat treatment. Have a strong chat with her. To dos and not to dos are clearly
laid out with consequences. The flip – she hates its – she prefers the blow hot
anger any day. Fights with her mother are another funny one. There is drama and
action. And the inevitable – you guys don’t understand me. Yes. I was waiting
for the time that ame. She is almost a teen. Every teen has the fundamental
right to believe that they have been misunderstood, misjudged, mishandled, misquoted
and mistaken. Jispa is reaching there. I remember feeling that all the time. I remember
feeling alone and helpless. Of course today I realize that was over reacting on
my side. So I try my best to not let her remain in that. Yesterday I explained
to her how much we appreciate it “but you never tell me”. “oh dear, we do. Point
taken- we don’t tell you enough of it but we do. And more likely right now you
are in a negative state so you are likely to only remember the negative ones.” So
I then work on it and explain how it’s tough but we do appreciate her a lot. We
love her a lot and we do a lot for her. Not that we are asking for gratitude in
return (I always hated my parents asking me to be grateful). So don’t thank us.
We too enjoyed and did our duty. You dint ask for it, but you shouldn't think
that we are being mean and that we don’t really care. We do. So here is our
version.
I also never try and let her go without making up. And it
ends to start another day.
Parenting is so bloody irritating. No matter how many
mistakes you avoid, you only make fresh new ones. You constantly balance stuff.
And who knew that the way to get your daughter to wear her clothes was to
manage the washing loads. Shit man. This is so dam weird.
